Today I popped in Fire55ez, one of the bazillion workouts in
TurboFire, the latest program out from Chalene Johnson through Beachbody. I was a bit...afraid. After a great start to the program I went on vacation, a yearly vacation/eatfest/drinkfest that some of my bestest friends from around the country make a point of attending. We love each other and are SO far from each other that we make it a point to gather here. In our regular lives we all workout, we all try to eat clean and make good choices on a daily basis but MAN, we just throw away any rules away when we get together. I think the word gluttony would fit in. We all just make that choice and don't feel guilt, and it opens the door to pure enjoyment of tastes and items of food that we only have once a year. And while we dress nice enough,we end up with stains from food, liquid, we sweat like crazy in the humidity and the women decide that make-up is a dumb idea (it sweats off within 3 minutes of application). Deoderant is important. And now I have 2 weeks before I hit my last vacation of this summer, a shorter and more controlled/sedate vacation that will include being a tourist, lots of walking and sightseeing. When I get back from that, I'll be doing TurboFire SOLID to the end of the year. Any mini-vacations or loong weekends won't interfere because a couple double-days would be easy (schedule-wise).
So, as I said, today...after a week break from it, I put in Fire55ez and...waited. I put on my TurboFire bra (I bought an industrial one just for this workout program), I put on my Polar Heart Rate Monitor and I put my shoes on while it loaded.
I went all out until after the second turbo fire. I looked at my HRM and it says 29 minutes, 216 cals. Not bad! I wanted to quit because my feet were hurting. Yes I was panting hard because I had given it my all but my FEET were just ... aching. I could have stopped. I'm at home - nobody's watching, I "worked out" right? Yes. HOWEVER I knew that:
1) my feet would recover in a minute
2) I had less than 30 minutes to go
3) I didn't want to quit without hitting at least 300 cals.
So while the TurboFire crew was taking a one-minute recovery, I took an extra minute. I hit pause (the beauty of home workout videos) I watched my HRM count down another minute. My huffing was calmed and my feet were better so I got up, hit play....I was back in it.
I never quite got back to my full-on first half. I was going through the motions at first, it took about 6 minutes for me to get my "second wind", right when Chalene SAID that very thing. But still, my second wind was...more like a breeze. But I kept going. I worked my way through both finales without jumping & stomping but I finished all the way to the end. I never got back to the level of "whoop whoop" but I got it done.
I checked my HRM: 52 minutes, 506 calories.
So you see, while my first 29 minutes were all out energy and my last 23 were just barely hanging on, I burned 290 calories in that second half! That first half was carrying me through and I'm going to be riding the afterburn all the way through the day.
I can now say "yes - I worked out!" instead of hanging my head if I would have quit without hitting my usual goal of any workout (the 300 cal mark). Some days that's all you can do and that's fine but I KNEW that my feet were a temporary excuse and I COULD do more. And nobody would know, right? I WOULD KNOW.
And with all the "letting go" that I did on vacation, I also know that it is just that: Vacation. My day to day has to be conscious and deliberate in all aspects in order for me to pay the respect to myself that I deserve.
Turbo Fire is a gift to myself.